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lyrics
What you see in me is a lie
Crying alone inside, wishing to die
I walk on the line, contemplate suicide every day
Gaining momentum, watching the pavement close in on me, breaking the fall
Chasing death before I ever give my
Self a chance
To live what one would consider a normal life
But I can't
Seem to get it right, I always fuck up
Everything
Half dead, half alive
Soul is degrading, waiting for pain
As another day passes by, feeling the same
I'm blinded to change, failing to realize other ways
To challenge myself, give my life meaning again
Taking control
Chasing death before I ever give my
Self a chance
To live what one would consider a normal life
But I can't
Seem to get it right, I always fuck up
Everything
Half dead, half alive
How do you suppose I live when I feel dead inside?
Juxtapose, carry on even though I know I'm losing my mind
Desperate to control all the voices in the back of my head
Telling me that my life is a waste and I'm better off dead
Crying alone inside, wishing to die
I walk on the line, contemplate suicide every day
Gaining momentum, watching the pavement close in on me, breaking the fall
Chasing death before I ever give my
Self a chance
To live what one would consider a normal life
But I can't
Seem to get it right, I always fuck up
Everything
Half dead, half alive
Soul is degrading, waiting for pain
As another day passes by, feeling the same
I'm blinded to change, failing to realize other ways
To challenge myself, give my life meaning again
Taking control
Chasing death before I ever give my
Self a chance
To live what one would consider a normal life
But I can't
Seem to get it right, I always fuck up
Everything
Half dead, half alive
How do you suppose I live when I feel dead inside?
Juxtapose, carry on even though I know I'm losing my mind
Desperate to control all the voices in the back of my head
Telling me that my life is a waste and I'm better off dead
credits
from Become,
released July 19, 2016
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LILLAKE Nashville, Tennessee
LILLAKE is a band created in early 2015. The debut album 'Become' was released July 19th
2016.
Since the release of ‘Become’, LILLAKE has toured with bands such as Goatwhore, Crowbar, Tesseract, Meshuggah, & Megadeth
LILLAKE has just realesed their sophomore album - 'Memory Lies' - OUT NOW!!
Band Members:
Nico Santora - Guitar/Vox
Bill Pogan - Guitar
Eric Moore - Drums
Alex Vazquez - Bass
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