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Memory Lies

by LILLAKE

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1.
Intro 00:32
2.
KMA 03:27
Lyrics: I want to help you survive But I’m fighting to keep myself alive I want to help you survive But I’m fighting to keep myself alive I can try to relate There’s only so much I can say So should I read between the lines Keep pretending I’m doing fine I’m feeding off a version of My life before the disaster Memories the memories the memories I’m feeding off a version of My life before the disaster Memories the memories the memories I want to help you survive But I’m fighting to keep myself alive I want to help you survive But I’m fighting to keep myself alive Cutting through to the bone Writhe as I watch the blood escape Feel regret flood the mind Life no one really wants to take Cannot turn Back the hands of time Sealed my fate With the edge of the blade I’ve done wrong Many times before Drag me out Take me back Take me back to the past Where the memory lies Take me back to the past Where the memory lies I want to help you survive But I’m fighting to keep myself alive I want to help you survive But I’m fighting to keep myself alive
3.
Lyrics: (You cannot see the light But I know it’s not that simple) I can try to convince you of it But I can’t change your ways Sitting stagnate in your ephemeral purgatory Waiting for someone to show you How to make reality change You can try to fool yourself But there’s no way you’re fooling me I’ll never know why You cannot see the light But I know it’s not that simple You can try to convince me of it But I can’t change my ways Sitting stagnate in my ephemeral purgatory Waiting for someone to show me How to make reality change I can try to fool myself but I’m not fooling Anyone else but me Risking it all I’m leading myself away From my home Leave me alone Risking it all I’m leading myself away From my home Leave me alone Starting a new path set to receive Everything you could ask for You would think it would be a relief But there’s something that you’re not told It’s all bullshit Just a fucking game So prepare to be shown the hard way Lay down your pride You have to withstand the other ninety nine percent of wasted time to make the last one Worth It all Does it make it worth it at all What’s the point Why do we do this Is it even worth it at all Is the one percent worth it at all
4.
Waste 05:26
Lyrics: Fighting off a tortured past Turning into someone else that Can cope with the habitat Now there's nothing left to gain Never remembering Buried is something deep I can always depend on Surfacing I count the ways Shifting focus to resent you all Forget what it did for me Holding onto petty life Carry it with me And I can never see What this is doing to me It's coming alive The burden awakens Now drowning inside of me Some life Waste Weakening the inner pain Cannot recall any time before The night’s missing from the day Make the mistake of giving up Giving up on me And I can never see What this is doing to me It's coming alive The burden awakens Now drowning inside of me Some life Waste (Solo) Will I turn to faith As time goes faster Watch you turn to waste It's your disaster I will walk away And turn my back on Everything we've made It's your disaster
5.
I'm Saved 03:31
Lyrics: Saved By you Up above Let me show you I can Teach you everything and I am never wrong Because I’m saved There's no need To worry I am absolved If I ask forgiveness I can do no wrong Because I’m saved By You Up above Let me show you I can Teach you everything and I am never wrong Because I I’m saved By you It’s grace Follows me To the deepest unknown There I am immortal I will never die Because
6.
Mask 03:46
Lyrics: The mask is on Turning you into a sheep Still feeling alone Is this how you want to live Falsify your image to please Subjugate to a shallow society Bash the lord Nothing is ever good enough Is it so hard To be comfortable in your skin Gaze into the mirror of shame Beautiful only to the one who changed your name You’re losing sight of who you are The mask now covers your face Trying to fit in with the others Everyone is fake Crush the soul Pretending to be someone you’re not Who is it really for Does it aim to satisfy the inner Portrayal of your vanity lost The thin veil of perception turning to dust Your mask is turning into dust How long will you try to keep it up Buried beneath the surface All the hope I’ve had is gone Forgive what I forgot I realize now that I was wrong Your mask is turning into dust How long will you try to keep it up Buried beneath the surface All the hope I’ve had is gone Forgive what I forgot I realize now that I was wrong (Solo) You’re losing sight of who you are The mask now covers your face Trying to fit in with the others Everyone is fake
7.
Wait for You 03:23
Lyrics: Try to tell me any other way Never listening to what they say I have become the master Of my destiny (Lost in time) In over my head A feeling all too familiar (Bleeding from the eyes) Slipping out of my hands again Will you help Help me on my way To find myself again I'll wait for you Help me on my way To find myself again I'll wait for you Wait for you Try to tell me how to spend my time Who are you to even cross the line? I have become the master Of my own demise Help me on my way To find myself again I'll wait for you Help me on my way To find myself again I'll wait for you (Lost in time) In over my head A feeling all too familiar (Bleeding from the eyes) Slipping out of my hands again Will you help Help me on my way To find myself again I'll wait for you Help me on my way To find myself again I'll wait for you
8.
Bed of Lies 03:49
Lyrics: On a bed of lies Comfortably you lay Listen to their cries Slowly getting weak Not a pulse in your empathy Only hate fueling energy Like a snake in a human being Running cold is the blood inside your veins More lost than you'll ever be Swimming in negativity A nightmare of a memory Never again will you have a friend in me Taken for granted I’ve seen this all before Ignoring the ailment Throw shade in my direction Is this how you breathe On a bed of lies Comfortably you lay Listen to their cries Slowly getting weak Your actions they appear to be Cowardice the epitome Realizing finally Suffering from the insecurities Withering is your sanity Pushing down what is underneath Bask in the impurities Letting go innocent by your beliefs Taken for granted I’ve seen this all before Ignoring the ailment Throw shade in my direction Is this how you breathe (Guest Solo by Jeff Pogan)
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Erased 05:12
Lyrics: It has begun Something's happening Empty shell is Slowly surfacing You thought it would Be the end for me But I'm just getting Used to being free And the weight of it all is sinking Deeper and I can feel the need to Erase and bleed other ways I have become Something that you hate See right through me Lead me to my fate Never felt so Many eyes on me Since the day I Opened mine to see What was Right in front of Right in front of me Where to Where am I to Where am I to go from Here how How did I turn out this way and Why I can't remember Nothing ever left inside It can take control of you let it (Solo) What was Right in front of Right in front of me Where to Where am I to Where am I to go from Here how How did I turn out this way and Why I can't remember And the weight of it all is sinking Deeper and I can feel the need to Erase and bleed other ways And the weight of it all is sinking Deeper and I can feel the need to Erase and bleed other ways
10.
Going Away 04:36
Lyrics: Does it make a difference Whether or not I care I am so insignificant A speck of dust lighter than air with a Cold dead gaze in my eyes The crippling reality has Left me desensitized Into the dark abyss I stare Drifting in emptiness Sinking below the ocean Decaying from within Time has come to an end Numbing the pain Going away Taking a loss I’m searching for a meaning in A world about to lose We are growing in the billions But no one seems to have a clue Why the hell are we here and what Happens when we die What purpose do I serve on earth Is death a transition into the sky Drifting in emptiness Sinking below the ocean Decaying from within Time has stopped in the moment Drifting in emptiness Sinking below the ocean Decaying from within Time has stopped in the moment (Guest Solo by Malcolm Pugh) System is in place Mentally constrain the illusion Through waves Mentally depraved System inherently polluted Through faith Drifting in emptiness Sinking below the ocean Decaying from within Time has stopped in the moment

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released January 11, 2019

Music & Lyrics by Nico Santora and Bill Pogan

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LILLAKE Nashville, Tennessee

LILLAKE is a band created in early 2015. The debut album 'Become' was released July 19th 2016.

Since the release of ‘Become’, LILLAKE has toured with bands such as Goatwhore, Crowbar, Tesseract, Meshuggah, & Megadeth

LILLAKE has just realesed their sophomore album - 'Memory Lies' - OUT NOW!!

Band Members:
Nico Santora - Guitar/Vox
Bill Pogan - Guitar
Eric Moore - Drums
Alex Vazquez - Bass
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